fossils!

today was the 5th and last day of the utsav organised here. the earlier 4 days were hassle-free and enjoyable. today fossils were schduled for a live performance at 8:30pm. a debate was to take place at 6:30pm, the speakers of which were very renowned people from the sphere of politics,music,sports and literature. the debate was delayed due to the absence of a well known politician here.finally when he conveyed that he will remain absent due to some sort of political emergency meeting, the debate started. as it didn't start on time, the next show,i.e., fossil's performance also got delayed.in place of 8:30,they probably started around 9:30.even chandrabindu waited yesterday due to some delay,but there was no commotion.today,the debate had to be stopped without the summaries as the crowd at the extreme circumference had taken to hooting and welcoming the band even before the debate ended.the organizer threatened to stop the show and everybody responded to it by maintaining decorum.after each speaker had spoken, fossils came on-stage.there was a round of applause,whistles and shouting. the singer came and mocked the audience by comparing the place to be a crematorium.there were atleast twice the number of inhabitants of this place.many of them responded to this retort by shouting even more.after assuring that he had no speech ready (as the speakers of the debate did), he started singing.2 songs were sung without any mayhem and i must say that they were well-sung and this person has an amazing voice and the instruments created a fantastic composition.but, in the middle of the 3rd song,gradually all the instrumentalists left the stage and rushed to the audience.only the singer,drummer and one guitarist remained.the guitarist rushed with his guitar, towards the audience, when a team-mate went and whispered something in his ears.the singer kept singing as he was unaware of the situation - that was because he kept banging his head in the air and playing the guitar, with his eyes closed.policemen rushed to the guitarist as he was probably having a fisticuff with the crowd.he was dragged out of the crowd by the police.he then rushed in front of the stage and waved his hands vigorously at the singer,to stop the song.but he went unnoticed(because of the head-bangs)!the drummer finally noticed his and stopped playing.but the singer went on and on.then he stopped.(he had probably opened his eyes for a while or may be he realised the absence of drum beats)!but he sat there non-chalantly as he couldn't understand why his song was stopped in the middle and why was his guitarist standing in front of the stage and waving at him!the police pushed the guitarist back-stage, seeing which, the occupants of the stage rushed there too.
...it was finally declared a misunderstanding. fossils didn't want anyone to shoot them live. use of video camera was banned. noone was aware of this fact and hence this chaos took place. any way,they ascended on stage and restored to entertaining the young chaps.

future fugitive!

i was sentenced to life imprisonment before i realised it. He sent me help,but she was discovered and taken care of very soon.dying to get out of this hell - i prayed everyday - not because i was in pain physically...i never was...but i was in pain otherwise. He sent me help a second time,but he left me half way away from the prison. the in-charge being a loner, loved keeping me by his side,as i was the only inmate of the prison.maybe He didn't hear me, or did He?i kept begging to get out of here,but i failed time and again. today i need not beg,i know i can help myself.i have a plan ready in order to flee. but He continues to test my patience as he increases the time of wait.i'm tired of handling things i cannot find a solution to;fighting water and seeing fake abundance of it.get me on the other side of these huge red gates of the prison.i want to live my life.i dont care if people run away as they recognise me...i dont fear walking my life alone.all i need is to breathe,coz im suffocating, suffocating in these tumultous waves of emotions.lead me to freedom...lead me to life.

the return of the olden days!

you are now where my childhood memories are.so many years have passed since i've been there. today you are among my memories, clicking instants to make me relive the moments...but will i find my memories among these instants??
we spent almost every alternate evening watching the sun set into the water at the beach.it was always you, who took the initiative to drive me/us to the beach.i dont remember how many castles i had built in the sand and how many times you saw me riding a horse.i just remember how we used to spend time there - how we walked along the sand when we had just each others' company, how we sat together and played with the sand and how you walked in the water till you were almost invisible to us.you fought all the waves while you fought all your emotions, to get to that point.everytime a wave charged you, she screamed out of fear, but you conquered them all as you conquered your feelings and let the salty water below your neck replace the water above.i felt it all and i still do.i wish i could do something so that you never needed that water.i'm sure that if you read this today,you'll be pleasantly surprised as its been over a decade now.even though you were never questioned, those small eyes saw all they could and thought it best not to convey them to you.
you keep collecting all snapshots of my lovely past as if they were yours.how happy you are to hear a familiar name - you can live more of my days when you hear one.why do you try and find them there?why do you try and find me there?what makes you happy when you visit such a place?
so many things are there,that we might want to share,but the distance and malfunctioning electronic gadgets make it a little impossible.
why do i lay stress on the memories of that place when i've spent a little, but quality time with you here also?how we climbed up the stairs to reach the terrace where i saw your heart.i guess that's the reason why i still love staying there.may be i dont recollect these days as intensely as those days because we hardly ever got to spend time together again...but perhaps beause of this i got two wonderful gifts.i'll cherish them... always.

- from rinky's diary