Disgusted!

have u ever come across an idiot who knows what she wants but does not strive to get it? if u haven't, i'llmake u meet such a fool! she has been waiting impatiently for a thing to happen and now when she is so near it, she waves her hand at it? what is in her mind? what is it that she wants? so many questions surrounding just this one person....from my side as well as from all other people!
i see people coming up to her and asking various questions. but i never ask...becoz i feel there is no reason to ask. but then...there is this irritation cum anger searing in me when i see her doing just the opposite of what she should be doing!
people ask her loads of questions...to which she smiles and replies politely...though there might be no reason to smile! why does she have to behave in such a way? she tells them she is fine...her smile and confident replies do assure them of it...but somewhere they still have a doubt. they ask her again and again if she is really as happy as her body language shows. do they want to compel her to be unhappy? why does she just not shove them away? why does she even want to explain? becoz what is inside her is there within...and nobody will know of it until she wants to reveal,i.e, if there is anything at all to reveal! they keep on asking...but she continues with the same tone..i know she wont give up out of compulsion!
at times i have so much to tell her...so much about what i read from her face. but i keep shut...i dont want to explore her deepest thoughts as that might take away all her happiness. i know she is happy...please let her be so.
i know that as the number of lines increase...the relation with the heading decreases....
i might be totally against her ways or against others who approach her to get her out of her happy state...but whatever it is...i cannot hold that one feeling for eternity.