Resigning…

That stormy night, when I lay awake in bed till more than half-past midnight, I pondered over the existence of my blog. What was the blog for, when I couldn’t express all I wanted to? So much has happened in the past few months, but my last post still dates to a time, long back. It always struck me what would people think if I put down all my annoyances? What if I hurt them?

But I think that now its time enough to think of myself. Now I just don’t care about ‘people’. I’ve seen enough. I’ve tolerated enough of hypocrisy & treachery in the name of friendship. I’ve been cheated enough in the name of just one relation, and I’m not ready to be cheated again. The blog’s mine, and I’ve every right to empty my feelings into it. At least I can put down my feelings without them being ridiculously dismissed!

I’ve learnt that certain things hold importance till they are between two people. But once they are not, they may prove to be dangerous, as they may become a worthless means of gossip – a gossip which may spread to all & sundry.
I’ve learnt not to care about ‘people’- ‘people’ who try to win others over, by instigating them against their so called ‘friends’. It used to bother me a lot earlier, but now it doesn’t; maybe because I’ve become used to it & because I know that it is only a way to express their insecurities.
I’ve learnt not to trust ‘friendship’ again because people who actually deserve to be called friends are capable of maintaining the relationship without the help of the ‘title’ or ‘tag’.
I’ve learnt quite a number of things, but I’m still learning to be superficial, and I’m learning it from my ‘friends’. So cheers to ‘friendship’….